Hero.

Happy happy happy, that all the feelings that i could describe. 171109- the youngest and cutest hero were born. Only the one up there knows how i felt about havin a baby brother boy: Mustaqim.

Misery been ended, superb! Time for all myself. Jiale pit was awesome. & yeah i did yellow extension. Lame! But i like it. Who cares, duhh. Dearly bestfriend will be away for a week due to her busy week. Gosh, i will be missin her. Dam it. So this monday will be spendin my date with Ridwan! Zarca with his thangs.

Computer broke down, hmph. That makes my holiday bein at home sucks. The dates is nearer for mummy due, hopefully will be a baby boy. I just cravin for it okayy. Why not a girl ? Question that been asked by that special someone- maybe because i just hate a girl sibling. They can be cheeky at times, okayy -.- When there are totally up in age they are fucking irritatin. & yeah i want a fully attention of family to myself, selfish uhh? I dont care. Haha!



I found this quote from albert einstein

"If A equals success, then the formula is: A=X+Y+Z. X is work. Y is play. Z
is keep your mouth shut."

"There are only two ways to live your life.One is as though nothing is a
miracle.The other is as though everything is a miracle."

i failed too

he did hurt me break me, disrespect me and make me feel like some idiot
but for some reason i still love him. & i just dnt know why. im a lover not a fighter
my dear, but i'll always fight for what i love for. & that a flow in every soul. I cant deny.
loved you once, love you still & always have, always will. that what i quote for.

P.S.-
Do y'know that i love you ?
i probably already told you, but
i'm going to keep saying it.
there is no lies in these words,
not one bit. your smile keeps me alive.
is one more reason to keep fighting. i
would give you my soul for comfort,
even if it leaves me dark & cold. &&
when i hold you close, i can feel your heart
beat fast, and i think to myself ...
i've found that 'someone' but he still couldnt make the stand.

311009

31 Octorber was fun fun day. Thanks wan for makin my day. Hillarious clique i got from tagged,. Headed to youthpark thn sakura. Totally rainy that day. He should had a car rather than a bike la. So wet! Evenin meet naughty boys. Then headed to Wenqing bbq: a combine of 3n1 & 3n2. Miss those time with the other old classmates. Jiemin my so called twin((:

We totally wacked those date well. Helpin those fail love. Ghost story & all those sweet escapes- the bapok stuff & tryin to chase after someone boyfriends. Planin to have our another bbq or chalet durin this holidays or countdown. Combination of our class again. & next time should be alot. So reached homw at 7am then sleep.

& yeah happy 14th birthday Ashraf(L) & who ever are celebratin today,

Those time (L)

It's amazing how time changes everything.
Those who was once close with you, misunderstood your actions and left.
Those who was once your everything, left you behind.
Those who was said she's going to stick by through thick and thin, has your position replaced.
Those who you thought understood you, actually don't.
Those who once become a bestfriend, end up to be your passer by.
Those who you had your laughter, sadness and full of memories, talk about you with your enemy behind you.

A true bestfriend would never forget about you and never would say go, even when the slightest thing is in their way. They would never say what everyone else will. They would never talk about you behind your back. With arguements, they would never forget you behind. Eventhough there history happened between us has a bestfriend you shouldnt just left like that.

I miss you.
This is all shouldnt be happening.


& i know you did too sometimes miss me because action says all & your own bestfriend did told me that day.

Promoted

Finally after all those meetin of teacher and daddy. I got advanced promoted. Huhuh. I should be so that glad. For the rest who are waitin for your result good luck yeah. Dont give up so easily. I heard that actually there no retaining of students because all your subject teacher has do their part to help we up. Finally thanks Ms Lam & Ms Lim for every effort that you had help me to be promoted still.

School kinder pathetic. School holiday is now officially short. 14 November then tutop.

What la. Due to result, faggots. Express stream retainin four, sian. Academic no idea.

What must here be retain just open up E5 la. No one can be embarrassed with it.

Pathetic. 'Kental gadoh dalam cyber' quoted from bestfriend. What la you, i got

no time okay. Just forget okay, waste time. Now main thing is that i want to know

which class i been thrown too. Dont care who my classmate were. Nothin important.

SEP this wednesday, at least. Rather than all exam post activities been suspend.

Fuck to hell with my english. After all isint this a blog not a wgs exam paper,
bodoh. Ouhh, so you bein sarcasm. I dont care. Tell you what Erniyanna, my english wasnt that perfect so nothin seem botherin you. It your seluar dalam if you dont care about originality. What make you think that im referin to you huh. But it good that you know. & yeah, i dont think that i did mention about no link Ms Erniyanna whose the one that been writtin my blog link on school table ? If not mistaken, i didnt say names. Ooooppppssss. Get those post right okay. No one life is better even yours. So there seems no harm for me to ask other to get life. Because what i know the one im referin too is totally has no life that why they bother to talk about me. Tell you what, if you think there still things that you are not happy with. Please make your time to confrant me. I dont think my blood will be hangus. Because it wont happen, duhh!

Please save me

Such a disappointment in those numeric, how could i. It such a embarrsing thing to happen in this life. First time, i could actually be in this red list. I never been expecting such a number of teachers are helping to promote me. Retaining is like never going to happen for my life, that what form teacher said. Maths teacher or maybe my ex form did speak the world out of me(: Why m i dissapointing them especially: form, maths & ex mother tongue teacher. Only god knows how i did feel just now when form talked to me. If ever going to happen that i will be retaining, quiting school is the only thing i would be doing. Who would want to be in the same level with those biatches furthermore it such a waste learnin everything. Hey, form did say she proud of my marks i did way lot better than mid year but so i still fail. Omg! Pray hard for tomorrow blabbering of teachers. Please save Nuramirah.

Birthday moment

Out with new aunty. She lovable. Thanks for breakfast & all those indoor shopping stuff. Moments past fast & birthday comin soon. Incredible, in three months time im turning 16. Although it quite alot days to catch up but i have tons of wishes & cravin to let out. This time im expectin someone to wish me. That could just be the perfect gift ever. Can i get a memorable birthday gift this time apart from 060109 ? Probably, pray hard then. Nothing been expectin for Gift just the thoughts that count especially from you my dear.

-Guess watch $208
-Adidas watch $108
-Nikon D5000 $1299
-Guess wallet $100
-Nikon D60 $966
-Macbook $2000+
-Him $: Precious soul.

Could i get all this ? Probably but not gurantee on those cameras(: The rest i could been gifted but not that precious D5000. That what mum & family been sayin. But at least the rest is in my gift waiting list. & for him totally cant be commented indeed his a precious soul and cant be bought by money.

Wish for better

I just miss Someone here that terribly much & i miss other too.
Life are fun nowadays yet i cant control my temper that much on you. Spammers & faggots.
If i can change time, ouhh wish for miracle on it. I need a blanko that could remove you away each day though it been awhile then but you are just the only thing i need the most other then my bodoh girls & family. Just want to let you know which is probably shouldnt that i just miss you after reminiscence of days each moments. Why isit hard to let you go just like that ? Guess you should think why, after all that gosh it so hurt.

PS: If you dnt know who he is thn you shouldnt be blabbering to my ex that they could be this guy that im talking about. Bcs for god sake his someone who is mistery for your knowledge stalkers.

Nothing is more important then the bodoh & lovely family. I dnt care what people going to gesture about. Who the hell is Jason ? Your motherfucking business. I dnt know your intention but hey if you want to spam my blog dont mask up. Because i dnt care. You just wast your motherfucker money to pay up those bill just to view and spam my blog. Last season human. Gf got called by this bitch called Nad. Who is she ? No idea. We dont care even. Lastly this blog has a brave owner so i dont think it a need to private up. Only faggots who talk behind there mates and even enemy would private it. What children like to say- no balls. Duhh! My blog is all dirty up. Report to the person i talk about go ahead. I dont care because no one is perfect. Im done! Got soul tag dont leave after view. Because i know who viewing. IP addresses is so track up. Anjing.

Faggots.

Get a life, motherfuckers! Perangai takmu nk step mana punye minah rep, okay. Not a need for faggots like you to copy my line. Be original, bitch. Dont act to ask whose line is this to your so called babygirls. So adik adik. Dont like then dont use la, not a need to make a fuss out of it right, motherfucker. It my line yet so true. So? Problem. If dnt know how to act matured dont act like one okay. Cause i dont need all those dramas. & one more thing i dont lend thing from people that i just know. Fyi, cotton on bag belong to Natdya Rosli. Talk till you tired, okay. Becuase rumours wont go any further. Hoes, not a need to advertise my blog link to school table & asking people to spam because you are so last season. Update your life okay, oldey. Motherfucker !

060109

Random yet so true.

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back but she is too
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever!

When you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile.

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl stops arguing,
she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
with her

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
pause,
she is not fine at all

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that


It true yet confusing

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy stops arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a
pause
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls, texts, comments, messages you everyday,
he is in love

When a guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else.

Those days are hard to be blankco.
Superhuman<3

Thanks Bel for the 187 photograph. OMG, isint that alot of picture i capture. Motherfucker. Yet majority include me. Sorry owner. I dont care she say i can hold that candy camera so ? Cant be holdin only right. Tomorrow will be the luckiest person, exam are over. Heard that over. Maybe walk in to interview at donut outlet or ben & jerry, yummy. Orchard then Novena. Pray hard to get that vacancy with two more lovely girls. I love you people. More picture will be at facebook(:

Geog tomorrow, hope to be doin well in this paper. Pretty please. Hey, im sick of you okay. So piss of. Why you need to appear in every single love story of Bestfriend & mine. Gosh. Fake faces. Jiale is superbly super love. Omg thanks for rememberin my pocky strawberry biscuit. Yummy yummy. I love you like hell. Chinese lovesss !

Love them

Yeah, cravin for sentosa at last got it. Thanks people for tag along eventhough exam & some must do art- Bel, Bestfriend, Yum, Dedee & Idz. A big thanks, exam must pass okay. Huhuh. I love you people. Picture with Bel hope she upload it sooner or faster. Hhehes.

Done with Jiale wallet. Photograph with bestfriend. Eyes were at us when you play the ABC game in train. Lols. Who cares. Bestfriend was iriitatin bodoh, forever with her evidence in every sentence. Wth ! Sentosa tomorrow. At last i found that motherfucker tank top. Hhahahs.

Haiyoh

Maths paper horrible yet manageable la. Omg, im so like stuck to it. Mange to do some question but miss out question Two & i go fucked up. Bodoh. Miss Lim gonna skin me alive man. Haiyoh, later she will surely say that m i expecting markers to do for me. Wth !

Physic lagi hancuh, i dnt know why & how my mind think about sport day & netballer. Motherfucker, where all those method & formula gont to. Shits! Past anyway. Marina buyin Cherylbaby wallet. Bye

Freaky friday

SOS! Important paper tomorrow, freaky friday. Indeed need to get cheryl wallet after that. Gosh, must study bodoh. But i cant damly concentrate much. How how ? Mr Wan Ray Cyrus did advice me to study the formula- i can get at least marks with it. He got that point right. Jihan been tryin to teach me but i cant help it. I cant even can concentrate. Motherfucker. Bestfriend probably must been studyin now. Same with my two lovely girl. I need help; tutor ? Sucks. Ownself study? Lagi horrible, bodoh. Can i just imagine tomorrow is just a test. Ouhh, shit calculator yet not have a sticker, how. Thanks idz for tryin to get for me one tomorrow. & yeah staurday will be going sentosa. Yeah! Been wanting to go before puasa. Continue study ? Dont think so. Alamakkkk!

Why ?

I dont understand why

It like out of sudden, where i go wrong ?

What did friend chattered about me to you ?

& the most important thing is, m i fallin for you ?

It totally shouldnt be, i promise to have friends

not those special ones. Why this thing must happen to me?