Never ending Ties

I cheerish those moments
with them. Nothing can be exchange
by their thoughts and laughter and sadness
together. Life is not a wasting period getting know
them. Thank you for this angels. There shouldnt be a
over limit between our friendship alright. Just let us stay
as friend. I dont want to lose this ties. Yes, you can have my
ears whenever you need. I can be by your side for your happy
life. I really appreciate you warm being with me. Thanks loveees
for all. I love you people, that much. xoxo- good nightss. Chinese
lovees, you guys are included too. Muacks!

It make me feel bad

Maybe it not refering to me but maybe it did.

It hit me that hard, eventhough you are not referin

to me or so what. I still feel the splash. Where did i go

wrong ? Im not like what you think or maybe you imagine

was. If it true you were referin to me. Im so sorry my girl, it

really not my intention for not making you as my number one listener

I did say everything up to you this morning. Every single things. I feel

so bad, eventhough i did not hold any secret within you. It true she the

one that knows about this textes first because she was with me. & i knew

that you wouldnt like it. Is it wrong to think of your loves one feelings, hmm

im confused either. Where shall i start, sorry perhaps. Okayy, eventhough you

did not refered to me. I dont know why i feel that im the one that deceived to be

dedicate too. Omg! Amirah, try to save this things before it too late. Stupid, i shouldnt

know her in the first place dam you, toilet ! Try to avoid her for the better, swears !

Dont judge differently

People have giving me different kind of thought.Let make things clear alright. Eventhough his the subject, the receiver to my text messages and my slack close partner doesnt mean im in love too. Ouhh please get me straight. I shouldnt or even wouldnt do that to my friendship for twice, it a waste okayy. So please people get everything straight, im so abashed with your converstaion just now to me. Thank you for giving me a view about my previous meaning of post. If you hadnt told me i would thoughts other could think differently then what actually i meant tooo. Omg! Can you believe it. Anyway it ehemehem happiness alright. I wouldnt mind. After all this had happen.

bitter mouth

This what gona to happen if you just love use your mouth

unwisely. I like girls who gossip but not over the limit. There a line

of fluence in every action, bared that in mind. Mouth can make others

temptation of bursting, pending. Irriatating. Please, if you are true human

a fight should not include religious sarcastism or appearance. Freakly said -

no one is perfect, cibaii.

7days x 24hours = Tired Weeks.

People starring to one another also have an issues, low life. Then what for God give us eye sights if we cant even look or even stare at others. What the crap. Earth Hour supposingly should be fun. I did enjoy myself before this fuck things happen. It spoiled everyone mood. Im been wonderin, why i have a chiiled when the whole lot of them followed him from the back. It a rude thing that i did, snatching people phone so that i can check on him. Guesss, i cared for my friends but err .. like just drop the topic ms. ((: Do this assumption people really had a lack of IQ to think twice. Public come all the way to BPP for Earth hour not Fighting mood. I get this superly scolding session by teacher in charge. Because i invited them- which actually not. Hello, i was shocked to see people that i love come alright. They didnt even infromed me. Please, i hate this nagging that i faced. No other soul for you to blame uhh. =.= Firstly, i wasnt the one who invite them. Secondly, our boys wasnt the fire starter. Lastly, they brought up the things again. So it all equal to That Mother Fucking People Fault.

Then, we meet this chase away people at causeway point. Yesterday, was never a word to explain moments. See the strong bonding in us. Super Duper Truper Cool ((: We wewre all like throwing tantrum about the things. Haha. A moments to catch. I love them all, but ehemehem more. (",) Then we stand in the centre of Causeway Point to do flash mob. That was suckeyy part. Haha. Sarah explain to me about planet. What the hell. Haha. Slack at Putri place. Fun adventure and the topic at BPP come out again. Haha. Awesome sangat!

Sweet 16th Sharifah.

Happy Sweet 16th in advanced Sharifah Maziah . May all your wish come true, hunney.

Hope you like the surprise gone case birthday celebration. Although it simple.

Hhehe, least time to planning. You were everywhere bile nak discuss.

Putri upload pictures

soon lah, lembab pehh. Remember, what dini cakap

dont miss one pun tau. Dam it. Yesterday was fun la.

There this called, 'minah kampong' and 'minah kotak'

' minah hijau also'. Dini looking forward to airbone for

celebrating Sharifah Birthday, laughing stuff. Preety faces

but perangai very gile, in the center of others also can laugh.

The hope are realiable.

He was the cause of my sucky jump. He marah the people who disturb me *blush.

OMG! He so freaking hot. Yesterday was like the happiest momment in school year.

I got double the joyed. Afternoon with him ^^ (parapapap), night with (ehemehem) ((:

Life is great now, and i just mother fuckingly loving it. This Mr ask me too get a crush on

Mr Pan -.- Later Hidayah marah how, anyway i not interested also. Haha. He give him this

cute cute superly cute smile. Dam it. Make me melts. Hahah. Apa aja la, aku nonsense. Wth!

it better to have a crush on teacher rather then him. because you will always knows the teachers wont give you hope and kept you waiting but he did. and whatever he do it could make you jealous but not teachers. and teachers wont make you feel a third party, and he can give you a third party between us. get that in mind.

A close to Gold

Yesterday held the Naffa Test.

Overall, power. Ultimately my jump sucks

due to (parapapap) three A one B and a E for

the jump, gosh. There lost my Gold. What the hell.

Had not taken 2.4 yet. Teheheh, Mr Joshua was nice

The girls, these lovees that classmate of mine, really shout

hell out for cheering their friends, awesome sangat. Plus, our

class is the noises. All the teacher were laughing at us. Cute cute

Thank god for this moments.

Cant be running, it the fact i have to face.I wish time has a reset button so the past can be repeated into better ones. Done with buying stuff. Get done with it by tomorrow.Time flies past, friends came and go. Been close with them. Perhaps this last year in school could make a memorable ones. Seems to be no more hating within one another like the days. Isint being together is a better ways of life to lead. In hall was so enjoyable. Had Woodgrove Idol. Friend, dont be mad with her. She's not at fault. You cant throw your tantrum to her. She is a precious soul. I know you wont be reading this. Fuck to what the she that comment you. We dont care. Care for what your love and friends thoughts but not to those people who just know to say things out without thinking, love. Chilll. Btw back to topic, OMG! I forget what i should post, can i believe it. Short term memory lost -.-  Maybe will be posting many post, haha.

To believe for succeed.

I cant sleeep. how, but suppose this eyes need some rest alright. cant be naping in class all the times. Didnt turn up. Misss ((: We planning they celebrating. Two human hearts combine together for an enjoyable moments. Probably seeing tomorrow. Try to get some sleep or maybe force. If it doesnt work remember this, he did told me once and it forever be in my mind. I did try and it work. Awesome sangat!

" If you cant sleep, close your eyes. Think of someone that you dream off. Run the story line and bring yourself to those land. " - faii yumiko.

Next generation

Friends is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.
Eventhough, most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends

leave footprints in your heart and never let your true friend go because

you will never know how much it will hurt after it has already happened.

Those feelings you had, is never the same again.
Past cant be changed, future cant be touched yets i
know i could aim for those moments to be better for the

next. leaves those behind and welcome them ahead. you'll

never know what miracle could change your destiny. it all ended

those hurt time i faced through. i regain useful things and loses him

for the better. stalkers no more him, cutestuff. i manage i succeed. im

happy that all this ended. so here goes my new life. another boys who make

me happy eventhough it irritates me. it the smile i really need in life not tears(:

Best moment ever

I love them.
We love him !

Weakness the desire

I feel so sick again.

Hot on the forehead.

Pain in the inside head.

Eye becoming dam red red .

Fever ?

No more seeing doctor

I need to get hospital for help

out, stupid high fever history that

make my new year plurk. in hospital.

ShakinahKamsan

When im lonely your there for me, and when im hurt you care for me,
when im lost in this world of great unknowns you help me find my way out,
you never leave me standing on a corner in the rain, you pick up the pieces
when im going completely insane, there are times when no one should be able
to understand me but you always do, my mind explodes i tell you everything i
could never be untrue, i cant picture my life with you not there, and whenever i
feel like no one cares, you come to my rescue and set my mind free, and i know
im so lucky to be the best friend of you

Think about it again

Freaks love to take advantage.

Hoes appreciated those who love it.

Fuckers wont stop after first try, countines.

Sluts can't easily stick to one taste, it changes.

Boys are who im refering to. I don't care what you

gonna hit back. But it true. Eventhough the taster, girls!

Love it but doesn't mean she should be changed after

bein sour Don't use your tongue to taste if you think you

could easily change into a new appeatite. Because obviouslly

 Girls are not food. They have grace and dignity. Pride and soul.

Low  life like you Boys, should take thisadvantage. Whether you

are alone with her, in dark place or even when she lays right beside

you. Please, there this other girls that could entertain you, they been

paid. Not like she, her or even my friends that pricelesss and not free!

Pleaseee, think twice before doin something

this precious girls have someone to be or been love

by in her only future. It can't been destroyed by you,

assholesss. Think about it, if your mum or sisters in this

innocent girls shoes, what would you do? You don't need a

teacher for this right. God hateessss you alot. Eventhough some

girls had a history of this sicko things. They can stop it by you not

repeating their mistake. How on earth human survive with wonderful

bodies and faces if you dumbass keep doin this low life activities, huh ?

You own me, i love you

my feet cant wait to put this on and

this flips flops also cant wait for my feet.

but where can i find it ? any idea people.

i want this i want this so badly, booohoo!

please text, tag, call or email me if you so this.

and yeah tell me the cost also. god loves you dam much.

Buzziing Sound

When Silver turns to Gold

Together we will grow old

Do you  love me just the same

As the day you had learn my name

Maybe it called Fate

i dont understand how and why a misunderstanding should occurs

between me and you, me and them and the world and human souls !

if, only a if i say- this complicated colourful world could be change in a

better and simplier rainbonies surrondings. i would heavenly love it not only

me but them, we and you would be the same. imagine if world has no fight and

especially couple has no misunderstanding, what a heaven on life. awesome sangat!

i feel disturb with him, her, them and my ownself.

there something i would like to shout out loud but gosh,

it just hard. words cant be explain indeed it would have turn

out wrongly. what the sake. it repeated once, twice and not going

to be repeated again. enough off losing those people epecially important

ones. and yeah i just realise; why life had to be this typical way ( sad way -.- )

Baby brother precious

He lovee attention and attention lovees him.

This family, those people and that human souls

just lovees the way he smile and laugh to ussss!

He bettter than the rest,

Parents lover for the next

He will be forever in smile of us.

The better choice is you

was browsing through my computer,

when realise friends have change alot, is

like dam lot. even me. those sentosa these

esplanade roof top that school place and lot

more and eventually i also found my lameees

theme ever. those clans and which involve waaannn.

Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.

played by Patrick Stewart, from the film "Star Trek: Generations"

wants or need

i hate holidays and holidays hate me.

it much better to be in school rather then

stayin at home gaining stupid fats. homework

just love me. it becaming more and more sheets.

sorry, bestfriend. for not making up for

where you want to go. first time family were

having nonsense nonsense idea of holidays package

they rarely would want to plan for this a week holidays

clique friday held to sentosa

would this day turn up or just another plan

many would come i guess, hopefully. i dont know

i love money and money hate

to be around me. i just bought this beanie

wantin to buy this big dress shirt, baggy peace tshirt

more of striking ali baba pants. those rasta side bags.

this zara shoes, that rubi shoes, those cotton on school shoes

that bangles, this earings, those necklace and yes cotton on body

if just money could be wrongly transfered to my account, fantastic.

two thousand will do or maybe more so i could buy my cannon d3000

Change again

finally, after all the changes. tried to join some networing but err,,

it seem preety much sucky. i guess it better for blogspot . ooppsss,

itchy fingers url change again. what the hell people should be thinking

about it. i love my new link eventhough seem littely pathetic. but i love it.

FrancisLam

"A friend is one who believes

in you when you have ceased

to believe in yourself."

- Sent by Lysha

That the defination that really meant for my abang or to be exact bestfriend,
FrancisLam. It such a waste if strangers dont have the chance to know him.
The gorgeous guy! Eventhough, im not as close to him like the chinese sweets.
But he always feel my presence. He nag like my mum, haha. It caring actually.
It true what jiale mention no guy would want to listen to his girl,friend love boy
story. Duh! Hes a good secret locker. I love you!

attention seeker

Monday blues. I dont need help and help dont need me either! Dont give me attention.
I hate attention, try giving it to alonng she love attention and attention love her. Smoker to
poser, big dream. What i have to say it that mother tongue for today rocks. Vote for her,
haha. It bad! but indeed very funny.

latest ex

1. What if my ex says "Why did you let me go?"
- your heart is with her.
2. What if my ex says "I still love you..."
- and her too -.-
3. What if my ex says "When did we last talk?"
- before stepin out from your life.
4. What if my ex says "Will you go out with me?"
- purpose?
5. What if my ex says "Do you still love me?"
- why should if i simply shoulnt
6. What if my ex says "I cannot keep my promise to you"
- so dont, please
7. What if my ex says "My friends say we don't look good together"
- be with your friend then.
8. What if my ex says "You have changed!"
- for the better.
9. What if my ex says "Can we get back together?"
- why should?
10. What if my ex says "Oh, I know what this is all about.You found someone else"
- you the one indeed.
11. What if my ex says "Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!"
- karma
12. What if my ex says "How can you forget our memories?"
- since when.
13. What if my ex says "I will always love you."
- good to hear that.
14. What if my ex says "Would you die for our love?"
- why should i
15. What if my ex says "You jump, I jump...Remember?"
- love is blind.
16. What if my ex says "Kiss me to break the curse if I sleep for a hundred years"
- get it straight
17. What if my ex says "What's the difference between me and you?"
- a girl and a guy.
18. What if my ex says "I saw you last night with your boyfriend"
- he better than you?
19. What if my ex says
"Without me, your life wouldn't be complete"
- which part of you is important
20. What if my ex says "Why are you doing this to me!"
- thanks me for that.

long updates. disaster gone but the result seem to be pretty much worst than expected. been tryin catchin up with coursework. good news, 'abang indoncine' still in school. bad news is that im droppin my attention to 'apple of my eye' cheh! okayy that my fantasy.

back to reality, i cant take my eye of from him nowadays. there always a sure for me to be examing everywhere for him anyway there seem to be something about him that had made my itchy eyeball be this way. if it hasnt glance from a distance there sure smile within metres. it startin again. it not him that im referin but it the him him i want to let others know. it funny when your wallpaper is different from your screen saver and your
screen saver is different from your own themes and your own themes is different then start up
 screen but the one in your heart would always be him. eventhough this different boys have hold
my life once but the one in start up screen had hold my heart forever and he didnt knw about it.
so goodbye them and hello him him.

psst- gettin irritated with your messages, stranger.