changes made

Readers,
Basically this blog will be dead, a seldom post. Changing place to tumblr. Tag if you miss. Link if you free(: This blog have thousands of dwellin of the past moments, wont be deleting. Love you.
xoxo, amirah(:

www.secret-disaster.tumblr.com

night for peoples

Surprisingly, weeks around this corner wasn't that pack but i still have no time to be sitting on this flat screen and updating my life diary. Sorry boo. Wonderful been accompanying me, little soul. Sadly, peace dearest necklace poofft away. Hmpf, thanks love for that. Had a little chat with Adib awhile ago. Informing him on the BBQ event upcoming. He suggest a theme for aesthetic night for those who will be tagging along with me(: ' Dress to impress ' Basically, he want the guys to be wearing kemeja. For the ladies, a striking colourful dress. He superbly excited with his own themes arrangement for us. Hey, i did notice something in life. Been gaining those lovees friends smoothly but wonderful friends seems to be fading away. Is it because when event occurs the bonding reunite or it just us. The different life that we lead, i have no idea either.

Jealous much

" it sweets when someone knows every single detail about you. not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention. and i love him for knowing me better then the rest. your respect is my honour."

One Two Three, I Love You

Happy finally Sixteen Nadia Sarenah (Y) and Happy advanced old stage Thirty Six Mummy (L) & finally Sixteen Syazwan (Y). Three precious soul celebrating their wonderful momments for this month. Soul that bring impact in life. Without her, im no where to be seen on earth and dont know how i'll build myself up. Without him, i have not learn treasuring a friendship then relationship. The importance of defining love in real terms. Without her, i cant see how well i uphold a long term friendship in a distance. I just damly love you three. Especially, you, mum. & you, doesnt mean it history that can never change, could not change our future for a old friendship. I treasure that 7 years rather then that unsuppose happening 7 months. Little missy, i miss you. Meet up soon. Ladies night, here we came!

the message of quotes

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes. Remember that boyfriend.

"Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive. Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

- thanks love for the message.

Life is such an terrible expectation.

Ever wish to be running away from all the typical reality life or to be exact teenage words- 'problem' you had ever have. I did and i really mean it. Nagging sucks. School will be worsen. I have no exact words to describe this sucks life. I hate my brothers, i really did. Stupid blood ties, morons. You, another shit thing that happens. Current mood, plucking. Hate you, you and only you. Stop sending all those text message. Dam you! If one day, you saw a human body filled with blood as she been trying to do her own self airborn. Tired of leaving. Dont wonder off, who she is. As it might be me. Ouhh my god! Typical life. Im so irritated. Yada yada yada.

Owning Credits Card

Diary,

Been wondering when are those magic swippers card goin to be mine. Glee if to own one. But i wont been abutt with having those around, just like mummy. Grab and swip the only two simple words in mind. Debts would be sum up by end of every each wonderful shopping months. Spectacular! Nails done up. Closets full off. Countless heels, gladiator and sneakers to worn. Life would be simple and easy. No fashion matters anymore. But all that fairyfashiontale, could fantasize when stable job been found. No financial matters and obviouslly when the time of life reaches happy Twenty-One. Keep dreaming and fantasing, xoxo gossipgirls.

If live would be continues

" If you can live forever, what would you die for"

- a question from MrEnglish Tajularus .

" If you could live forever which cant be happening, why must you die after it occurs."

- an answer to his question

the day when you plead back, i will say fuck you

Single life is better then what you can ever imagine. But, true sometimes you kind of missing those warm hugs. Juicccyy kissess. Wonderlands goodmorning and goodnights textes. Especially starring at his meaningful eyes. Hearing his wonderful voice.

Precious soul in life

Pray hard for grandny recovery. Supposingly plan for mother days dinner with daddy. For both grandny and mum. But turn up i went to malaysia to visit nanny. Parents cant make it. So i myself went there. Aunty pick me up at checkpoint. Condition getting worse then ever. I miss her cooking and her naggings that always been continue and non stop. End up dinner only made for mum and her mum. Poor mustafah, he had not have the chance to celebrate this day with his mum. But grandny appreciate those necklace that you bought for her. She's the key to his heart. I find it lame for a heart of keys locket but after hearing the meaning to it. I muchly appreciate daddy thoughts. Mummy had a consert ticket and a necklace stating thier first date of knowing each other and get into real bussiness love issue. Poor baby, aunty took care of him. Mummy and daddy go for a date. Eeew! Haha.







This awesome people make my day a perfect oness. Supposingly this outin would be cancel. But we just stick to it. Who cares if it were weekdays and many cant make it. Seems nothing to me. Pictures are uploaded in adib's facebook.

They finally sixteen

jiale elisha wong

*ignore that idiot on the right*

chen jinghui faerlyn

It been a fast year. Finally my two wonderful friends, Jiale and Jing Hui special day have come. Make this exact Sixteen years of your life time fill with laughters and happiness with the onees you love. Fuck exam, just enjoy it. May all your wishes come true my dears. Love ya (Y)

Orchard Trips.

Headed to town. Awesome, free food(: I love my stuff that been brought. I love piece shirts. I love peace bag. I love the peace accessorize. I love the peace shop. I love Haziqah. I love Dini. I love them accompany me. I love the cotton on pants. I love the Rubi shoes. I love those shorts. I love that flips at bare foot. I love my new skins. I love my free double chocolate. I love my old phone ): I love the bangles watch. I love prepaid but mostly i love you ! That cant be bought either with money nor credit cards. Goodnight, love you (:


The short question he asked
make me reminisces of the old time
i had with that guy. Even though it just
an addresses but it mean alot during that memories.

Slacking isint that bad after all.

A packet of fully blood could make me vomit like hell yesterday. Thanks eye candy for accompanying me. Love god for sunshine. If not, i should be drenched out. Dating the doctor was kinder fun, haha. No injection been made just the transformation of blood and weight gaining, ouhh my shit! Then after slack with wonderful(: it was bored initially but then great. We were like teasing yaya and idz for cops car and they like running their buts off. Haha! Should record their reaction. Funny bits. Im sitting in front of this comp while yaya is still SLEEPING!

Log in on Facebook and get a notification on my wall. This idiot randomly post i love you bestfriend on my wall. Sweet sangat(: Haha! Okayy random. Im bored now. Hidayah wake up preety soon la. She seems so tired, haha. Niyang Rapik half way then tido.